Slipping

I want to sleep and not wake up.

I am not suicidal; I'm just that tired and overwhelmed. I want a break (this from a woman who just came back from vacation). I want to be able to finish all the laundry and still have time to sit out on the deck with a rum and coke - that kind of break. I want to have enough energy (and time) to clean up all the paper clutter in one sitting.

My mood is slipping. It has been since early this week. Just little falls...small enough that I can catch myself. I don't want to be sad. I am trying to hang on, climb back up.

I am so tired.