I Can Never Go Back

He thought that we would stay married while living separately. I assured him that I had no plans of getting back together and intended to proceed with the divorce. Now he's back to not speaking to me...as if.

I can't even keep writing this post. It's exhausting. I'm just fighting the feeling that I've done something wrong. I haven't. I know that it would be wrong to ever go back with him again. It would be like walking into my death. So there is no other place to go, except to proceed with what I've already started.

I can never go back.