Well, it feels like I'm ready to go back to EMDR tomorrow. Although I ask myself, "Are you seriously ready to ruin a perfectly good mood?"
Yes, I am.
I need to heal. I want to dance with my little girl. I want to wash away all those years. I want to stop screaming with anger inside my head. I need to stop cutting. I don't want to remember how good it feels. I want to to be able to say no and stand my ground. I don't want to have sex when I don't want to. I want to be able to tell the guy at work to stop touching me and bumping me!
The list goes on...so next is EMDR.
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