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Saturday, August 1, 2015

Rough Adjustment

I returned from the best vacation of my life feeling rested, relaxed and mostly proud of what I was able to accomplish with my two daughters (more on that later). I had one additional day off before I went back to work today.

It's been awful. I don't know what's wrong. Returning to work after a vacation has always been dreadful, but never this bad. The headaches began yesterday while I was multi-focusing on laundry, the children, and several small things that needed attention.

Today at work, the headaches were persistent, unresponsive to any amount of anti-inflammatory. Transitioning back to my work life seemed impossible. I suffered through the longest eight hours I have ever known and went home feeling more exhausted than before I left for vacation.

I did things tonight to take care of myself physically, but my mood is very low. I am afraid of depression.

I am sad for reasons that I can't put my finger on.

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