To wake up in the morning and think about how I will hurt myself is pretty sad. To get out of bed and act on it is even lower. But I'm not here to judge myself or beat myself up. I've done enough of that.
The pain is still there, and that is where I'm putting it. I'm in cutting mode, and it's hard to just switch off of it, I know I will...eventually. I'm writing...trying to find a different place to hold the pain.
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