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Thursday, September 3, 2015

I Can Never Go Back

He thought that we would stay married while living separately. I assured him that I had no plans of getting back together and intended to proceed with the divorce. Now he's back to not speaking to me...as if.

I can't even keep writing this post. It's exhausting. I'm just fighting the feeling that I've done something wrong. I haven't. I know that it would be wrong to ever go back with him again. It would be like walking into my death. So there is no other place to go, except to proceed with what I've already started.

I can never go back.
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  1. AnonymousSeptember 4, 2015 at 12:17 PM

    "Not speaking " ! 'Temper, temper' . . . I'm told that the preferred way of dealing with a child's temper tantrum is to ignore it. I get the clear sense that you KNOW what is best for you. No guarantees that it will be "easy"; can only do (as you have done) in noting the alternative ! Stay strong.

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    1. RisingSongSeptember 4, 2015 at 6:09 PM

      Thank you. Truly, I've had a lovely week not having had any contact with him. It's not hard to ignore :)

      Yes, like you said, the hard part will be going forward, but the alternative is unthinkable.

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    2. AnonymousSeptember 23, 2015 at 2:40 PM

      Thinking 0f y0u, friend. Just wanted to say hi. More later...

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    3. RisingSongSeptember 25, 2015 at 11:56 PM

      So good to hear from you, Viv! Thanks for thinking of me and stopping by. Getting ready for another move has kept me absent from the blogs...I know you can relate. I hope you are well. I will be back after I move. Take care.

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