The blues have been hovering, and I have been tearful. I cried over the state of my marriage for the fist time in...ever. I have rarely felt so hopeless about the prospect of repair. It is a lonely, sad place to be.
I am sad, and I have been avoiding writing...avoiding admitting...avoiding reality...avoiding falling.
Nothing else to say tonight.
I'm so sorry RisingSong.
ReplyDeleteI hope things will improve for you soon. xx
Thank you, Grace. Good to hear from you.
Deletei know this feeling. avoiding writing it down or saying it out loud. i'm sorry you're experiencing it or maybe with some luck it has passed ?
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I've gotten to the point where I at least want to write it down. Talked about it in therapy some.
DeleteThank you for visiting my blog. I hope you too are working your way back up.